Friday, December 09, 2005
It's amazing what time alone can do for a person... I'm much better... I don't know why or how, but I am... The other night I came home, I got in bed, and I began to pray... A little while before I...
View ArticleMonday, December 12, 2005
The more I look at the situation I am in, the prouder I get... No, I'm not over him in any way.. no, I'm still in love.. no, I'm not as mad at him as I should be... but look at me... really take a good...
View ArticleI really suck at this... Don't I?!?
Well... Life just sucks... Or do I just suck at life..?!? I'm sick of some people saying they've been through it... No you fucking haven't... You weren't with you're boyfriend for three years, and he...
View ArticleTuesday, December 20, 2005
Three years... Three of the greatest years of my life this far... Maybe we'll make things better... Maybe I can make you believe again... It's been so hard, but you have to know that giving up is only...
View ArticleNo, I didn't get what I wanted for Christmas...
There's lots of questions I ask myself... Lots of unanswerable questions... Why do I let myself do this?.. Let myself hold on when there's not much to hold on to anymore...Why do I do this to myself?.....
View ArticleYou're forcing me to think about what my life could be like without you...
*Just to forewarn you, this will probably be really long... I'm not really strong right now... So if you don't want to read this whole thing, it's fine... I just have to get it out...*I just want to...
View ArticleDon't forget to remember me...
Maybe I'll never be normal again... Maybe some believe we'll never fix things... Maybe things are really different... Maybe I'll never stop wishing we could be together... Maybe I'll move on soon......
View ArticleFarther and farther down... My roller coaster just keeps taking me down...
I have a crush and it's actually something I don't feel guilty for and for some reason I don't feel bad for it not being Joshua... But, of course, it's not something that will ever work out... I might...
View ArticleIs he holding me back or am I holding on to him for dear life?
Sweet is the sightOf her roomWindow opened by candlelightHow would you knowCold winter on the shoreChills the dress she woreIt's on the floorStill it feels so warm todayAnd that's why I'm wondering...
View ArticleI'm giving up on me. I'm so sorry, but I don't want to be here anymore. It's...
It's like jumpingIt's like leapingIt's like walking on the ceilingIt's like floatingIt's like flying through the airIt's like soaring It's like glidingIt's a rocket ship you're ridingIt's a feeling...
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