The more he lets me down, the more I let myself down... The more he gives up on us and me, the more I give up on me... The more he doesn't see, the more I seem to notice... The more he walks away, the more I feel like running away... The more he breaks my heart, the more pieces of me I lose... The more we don't talk, the less I think we will be the same again... The more he calls and tells me he is going to try and makes me believe in us again, the more my heart starts to beat again and the more I can breathe again and the more I feel me again...
I didn't just lose a boyfriend... I lost Joshua... I lost my 'puddin'', I lost my 'angel', I lost 'my love', I lost my 'pumpkin', I lost my'darlin'', I lost my 'sugar'... I lost my everything, I lost my companion, I lost my comfort, I lost my shoulder, I lost my rock, I lost my heart... I lost my best friend... I lost so much of me...
Lately nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can't watch you walk away
Can I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we've been through
Could I wake up without you every day?
Would I let you walk away?
No, I can't learn to live without
And I can't give up on us now
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Could I forget the look that tells me that you want me?
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean
No, I can't learn to live without
Oh, so don't you give up on us now
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Oh, and I don't wanna try
Oh, I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
I just can't live a lie
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie
Oh, I cant live a lie
'Maybe if I dance fast enough, I won't remember what I've lost...'